Friday, September 29, 2017

vaccination pains

I remember having difficulty with a tetnus shot in 1993.  This weekend is worse. I had a dtap shot, cause I'm so old I needed the booster for diptheria and pertussis too. I also had a flu shot.  My mistake was having one in each shoulder which means both shoulders hurt and I'm out of Ibuprophen.  I could go buy some but I feel grouchy and unsociable. 

I've been planning my own planner.  I need something to have around with calendars and pockets.  I have something but it's too small. I really need something binder sized. So that is the situation.  I can make a coin purse for it too.  I have a coin purse somewhere.  I crocheted it. I suppose, I could make one out of duct tape.  That would be cool.

Anyway, I'm feeling imsomniatic too.   I really think it's ptsd related.  I had a flashback a couple of nights ago and then tummy trouble all night and again later in the day, then last night then again today.  Okay, some of that is dietary, a reaction to the poor choices I made because I was just too tired to make good choices.  Oh and today, my flashback was being trapped in an MRI machine throwing up and not getting any assistance to get out.  I was stuck cause I'm a big woman.  I was done with that machine too. Then a new episode of Gray's Anatomy brought it back with the new research fellow Bailey hired. She mri's women in erotic excitement.  I thought that is a nightmare.  Stuck in that tube and on display.  Ohhhh, not me.

I'm laughing so hard I can't breathe.  Time to go play some video games and feel mindless for a few hours.

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