For the second time this week I made no bake cookies in the middle of the night. Partly because I wanted to surprise my son, partly because I wanted something sweet. Tonight they had peanuts which makes then so much better.
My recipe doesn't make more than half a dozen for each of us. My husband rarely eats them because he has more savory cravings. My youngest though, he could eat the whole pot. It's a side effect of his medication, and his mania. When he gets manic and can't maintain the high he gets mean. I used to do that. I thought I was such a good kid. At home I was horrible.
The stress of having him hit the anger stage 2 or 3 times a night is getting to me. It triggers some stuff so I have to distract myself mainly with food.
I'm having a sugar crash now because I ate those "cookies" at this late at night. Man what do I do to myself. Hopefully, things will be better tomorrow.
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