I'm in a super bitchy mood

 Last night was the most horrible ever of the worst month I have had in a while.

We were without insurance in September and the stress of that sent me spiraling out of control.  I'm out of my good manner medicines too I think or I need to take an extra pill.  I just checked, I'm out.  I don't remember when I ran out.  It's too late to call the pharmacy.  Looking back I had 2 refills when I sent my husband a picture of the bottle in July.  So if he filled it then and again in August, and I couldn't fill it in September well no wonder.  I'm off my meds.  And if I'm out of my meds then my youngest is too.  Holy Hell this explains it all. Why I can't sleep despite the sleeping pill, the reason my tummy is more screwed up than usual, the reason I'm so tense and making myself hurt.   I better call and get an emergency appointment scheduled for us asap. 

Other baby blankets

 

For a Foust baby

I hated this yarn but it was a gift from the boys

Jeffy's Bears.  Made Winter 1988

 Failed attempt with the fuzzy yarn

 Aunt Crickett's poodle blanket.  Lion Brand Homespun in various colors started 2016

 knitted corner to corner finished with some of that fuzzy white

 Self strriping

 knitted ciricle finished with crochet

 the seft striping yarn

 this may be smaller bernat crocheted witth two yarns

 knitting pyramids

Knitted baskeweave

  Judah's star Judah Raby from OHCC

 River's blanket for Jessica

Liam's blanket for Liam Raby

Corner to Corner for Coen

Orianna's Star

 Aunt Crickett's cable throw which got runied and left in the wall at 400 Ridge Drive Sand Springs, OK

Newest baby blanket

 I finished the latest of my baby blankets for a new great great niece coming soon.  She's a rainbow baby born after a loss of pregnancy.  I knew I wanted a rainbow like yarn and Bernat put out an anniversary color way in red yellow and blue but I couldn't find it anywhere so I turned to Bernat Baby Blanket Brights and used their neon lights color way.  It's loud. 

This thing is being a pain in the ass when I try to insert pictures. 

I bought enough to make 2 plus I bought some Lion Brand Mandala in rainbow colors but it was too light so I'll make something else in that, maybe just a garter stitch nursing cover/shawl.  Something plain because I hate to purl. 

I also bought some dark blue Caron Simply Soft.  I don't know why.  I think that needs to be a crochet wave blanket.  

Some of my other Bernat Blankets are these

This one was for my nephew Klaus and was big enough to cover him and his dad

These are not all of them but just those I could find through Google photos.   Which makes me mad because sometimes I can find them all and some days I don't.