Friday, May 3, 2024

I learned something new

 My ho phase was a symptom of PTSD.  I always thought it was because my mother didn't teach me what a healthy relationship was.  She was a ho too.  

And my cheating on my first husband was part of being sexually assaulted as a kid.  I didn't know how to love and be dedicated to just one person at that time. How I was able to pull it off with Clint is sad because he was a ho during that whole time.  that was karma kicking me in the heart for cheating.  


Another reason I need therapy.  

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