I'm so keyed up. I can't write. I can't create. I'm so.... I can't put it into words. I've been blocked for a while and I'm trapped. There are so many things I need to do but I can't.
I either sleep or I'm in the bathroom. I hate it.
See, Eddie wanted to go fishing and I wanted him to take Shane because I needed the break but neither left. Eddie couldn't wake Shane. He didn't want to fight with him. Eddie is upset and I feel guilty because I insisted Shane go with him.
Now, I'm trapped in the bedroom just like always. I have no where I can go unless, it's the bathroom. I can't venture out because I'm so upset I don't dare leave the house.
So I sit on Eddie's computer. I hocked my own to get groceries. I should get it back Thursday, maybe. If not, I may have to wait another 2 weeks or so.
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