Why am I always dreaming about being 19 again?
I know what I know now, but I'm still staying at Grandma's place, and my oldest son is only 2.
My husband's work is all over the place but I'm working like a fool to get ready for my ex who's coming home. And when he returns, I'm happy, I'm not scared of him or what he did, What the hell is wrong with me?
Why am I torturing myself like this?
I think I want a do over. I want to erase all that, live with my son and my family. Escape the damage and the baggage. I'm re writing my past, so I think it's a push to get lost in that world for a while. Maybe it's time to get it done.
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